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Well, about 5 minutes ago i heard the sound of his nails trying to get out of the carpet, it was right next to me, but i know it's creeky stairs. Anyway, it's now been a day...5:15 pm, i am just about to do a moment of silence infront of his food room where he always was.
Thanks all for the support for Yukon, and well wishes. Last edited by -Nomad-; June 19th, 2009 at 07:21 PM. |
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Just did a moment of silence at the moment of his death 1 day anniversary, all day long and i mean ALL DAY i could not get the image of the room out of my head, even when i was talking to people, all i could think about was that room, the needle putting the death into him twice, him licking his chops as the last thing he ever did, then watching as his life was taken from him, then my heart raced so fast and my face got deep red as i saw he was gone...he was gone, gone...GONE!!!! oh man, he was gone. He died in my arms, it felt like i was just holding him, then i got stabbed by one of the sharpest pains i have ever felt in my chest, my heart was then ripped out. A piece of me died that day i saw him in my arms with no life, no nothing because he was gone....Goodbye Yukon, please don't be mad that i had to let you go, it was the last possible thing i could ever do to save you from total pain that you were suffering from all of this, although the vets said he was not suffering at all before we put him to sleep. I don't even know if he knew who we were, he was so filled with drugs. I'm off to go cry now, and i hope Yukon is somewhere enjoying himself, he deserves it.
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Nomad, I'm so sorry you lost Yukon. I feel your pain. It is so hard to lose a beloved pet. It takes time but it will get better. I'm sure Yukon knows you did your best for him and how much you love him.
Run free dear Yukon
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Not really, he's just a cat. He's free, but where he is right now is totally up in the air at this point. As for loving me...perhaps. But i sure loved him! Time will get better, all that is left of him is memory. If i could have 100 billion dollars i would easily trade it in for one last chance to say goodbye to Yukon, and my dog Charlie.
I still have his face scarred into my mind, most of the day i seem to keep reliving that over and over in my head. I don't want to, but it keeps doing it for me. I need to get out of the house so i am off to the movie theatre to watch the hangover. |
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Nomad,there is no such thing as "just a cat"I strongly believe they love you as much as you love them and each one of them leave a big void once they are gone.
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I mean that when he said "Yukon knows you did your best". Cats don't know these things, neither do dogs. Animals live in the moment, so when a animal is sffering they do not know there is an end, just that right now they are suffering. Humans know there is an end at the end of the tunnel so when we are suffering we know it's not forever, where as animals wont know this.
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I'm giving away the cats food, dry and wet, and his treats to people i know who have cats and want it, no point keeping it with no cat. Let another cat enjoy this stuff. The food is expensive...like $60 medi cal from the vets, the treats are whiskas treats, and the wet food is Yukons favourite "Fancy Feast". I got one un opened tuna fancy feast in his eating dish where his urn is going to be at. All i need is the important things, like his eating dish he always ate from, his favourite wet food, his urn, and i'll buy him a christmas present and stick it in there when the time comes, and the letter from the vets. It's next to my dogs ashes where i have her urn, un opened present i bought for her even though she is dead, her collar she was wearing that had her smell on it UN TOUCHED! so it's 100% her, and the vet card.
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