4MyPip, you are in my thoughts during this tremendously difficult time. We had to make this decision several months ago and it is so hard. We exhausted all medical efforts and when they began to fail, we let our girl go. She had irreversible kidney failure and was at the point her other organs would begin to fail. We let her go before this happened. By doing this, she had a peaceful and gentle passing. My pain was unbearable, but my beloved girl was relieved of pain.
I wish you strength during this time. I will say that because my little girl was so sick, there was a sense of peace and relief knowing that her ordeal was over. It really is a final gift of love for your pet. A peaceful and gentle crossing to the bridge for your sweet Pip. I'm sorry.
Pip