Benmax,I just saw this and went in to the TJT to see what is happening.
I don't know who Maddox is,but I am so sorry and please never feel selfish,you are one of the most selfless people I know and if you need a shoulder,there are lots of us here who love you
I don't know anything about heartworm,but I am
Maddox can be saved for you,you both are in my thoughts.