Welcome to the forum Qontry, I sure wish it was under better circumstances.
We understand what you are going through - it's the hardest part of being a pet lover..... and you'll find our forum very supportive.
I see you posted an actual Rainbow Bridge post and i'll include it here so people can offer you their condolences in the most appropriate place.
http://www.pets.ca/forum/showthread.php?t=83400
Please accept my condolences again.
Marko