to you Kathryn and for Timmy too. I think you have made a good decision. Sometimes you just have to let them go.
Let me ask you something. Have you learned anything through all of this? Empathy, a little more kindness, patience, even things that will help you on your chosen path? If so then Timmy's little life will never have been in vain. Maybe that is why he came to you.
Hang in there.