I am so sorry to hear of the lost of your beloved friend . I wish I knew what to say about dealing with lost of a beloved pet. I had to put my beloved dog down in 2008 and he was my hearing dog. I try to think of the silly things he did. It took me awhile to able to get to this place. My dog when everywhere with and people still come up to every now and than asking where my dog is.
dear Coco . I stayed with my daughter and her family after I my dog dies and I laid on the floor right next to my daughter's dog and cried.