Please accept my deepest condolences, I am so so sorry to read this.
This is a terrible tragedy and we can feel your pain.
But lets get something straight right here right now.
This was an accident, a tragic accident.
They happen every day to innocent beautiful people and innocent beautiful animals and you are NOT to blame. You do not deserve this in any way shape or form.
It's obvious to us all that your broken heart is full of love...and we are grieving with you, I know I am.
Sincerely - Marko