They are so cute and I don't think anybody on this board would think you were crazy for loving them so deeply. We've all shed tears over our pets and threads from other owners.
I am one of the lucky ones in that my boss has allowed me to bring my dogs to work. I used to have Shadow at work and now I have Halo instead. Halo always goes to Rona with us, they give her cookies. They have to or she sits and the cash register and won't leave!