I'm so sorry for your loss, sojourn
It was a wonderful gift you gave Kobe, seeing him off as you did. That last Gift is so hard on the humans, but so precious to our little ones, and you did so well!
Please don't second guess your decision. You made your decision with Kobe's best interest at heart and no one (not even Kobe) can possibly fault you for it. Know in your head
that if your heart
could let Kobe go, then it was time for Kobe to go
. Hearts always know best about these things. Convincing your head is always the hardest part...
I wish you peace of mind. May many happy memories of Kobe shorten your grief and bring you heart's ease.