groundwire
August 13th, 2011, 04:59 PM
I miss my Sweet Matsi so very much. Matsi lost her battle w/cancer on
July 29,2011
Nasal Neoplasia is a horrible disease. There isnt no curing this one.
I first met my Sweet Baby Matsi when she was 6 wks old . She was brought into the Humane Soc and was on dealth row. I wasnt letting that happen
Matsi was Red Wolf / Chow. She is just the greatest mix I have ever seen. Matsi was so full of life , funny clumsy and full of smiles.
Matsi loved to visit the Elderly , kids and all animals. I taught her that all animals were her friends, she was always making new friends even w/the wildlife too. Matsi taught me how to love and to be happy. She had been threw so much w/me but always had a smile and a hug and kiss for me no matter what. Matsi was my first dog, but she wasnt a dog to me, Matsi was a woman, girl friend , best friend. She was human like it was unreal. I always talked to her just like I would anyone else. She understood what I was saying too. I always made sure she had the best of everything , she loved to go shopping at Petsmart and she would pick out what ever she wanted by knocking it off the shelf and that is what she would get. Matsi wasnt a fan of dog food so from day one, I would cook for her when I made dinner. She would also have her friends over , they would have slumber parties and her birthday parties she would have a steak dinner w/ a cake of her own, w/party hats ect. Just like we would do w/our kids. The one thing about my girl that stays in my mind is when I would be in the kitchen cooking she would peek around and above the coffee table to get a peek of what I was up too. If I went shopping w/out her ,she knew she was getting a suprise when I got home and she would smile from ear to ear and search threw each bag until she found it. Matsi was so gentle and respectful w/ everything she done. When I became handicap she was a doll w/my equipment as if she was trained for it. She started to pick up on my clumsyness too, it was nothing for her to walk into the wall or door frame cause she was watching me like she was going to miss something. The neighbor kids would come to the door and ask if she could come out and play. Soon as Matsi seen the kids she would look at me as if she was asking permission to go out. Matsi used to go in her flower garden w/me and she would really smell the flowers. I also taught her to help pick green beans in the garden.. Matsi would get in the bean patch and look around and look up under them looking for beans. If she didnt find anything she would just laydown. The 1 thing I miss the most is the way she would look at me when I come into the room ( a great big smile) and the way she loved her botton lip rubbed. I miss her sweet kiss and the hugs she gave. Matsi was the biggest picture hound, she loved to pose. I think I have between 200 and 300 photos of her. Not to forget she is the only dog I have ever met who had her own Camera. I just loved to watch stuff from her point of view, it was like looking threw her eyes.
I always promised her that no matter which one of us went first , that we would go back home til the other went and then we can go together. I also promised her that she would never go back into a cage, cause I saved her from the one. I have kept every promise but 1. That one is I couldnt fix her.
The only thing I want more than anything was for her to live as long as I do.
My Sweet Matsi stayed w/me until the end. I couldnt take her to the vet and put her down. Matsi was my love,soulmate and best friend and I couldnt kill her. About 2 weeks before she past she had a major nose bleed. She was out of my site about 20 minutes , I found her nexted to the bed on hers full of blood. It looked like she got stabbed but it was her nose. It took about 2 1/2 hrs to get it to stop totally, but we did and she was ok. Then the cancer went to her brain, she couldnt walk or stand , every time she ate she threw up finally she wouldnt eat or drink. I fed her baby food and put water in her mouth w/a medicine syringe. As she got weaker I gave her ,her pain pills. I didnt want her to hurt. I know in my heart she didnt hurt. Matsi was beside me threw it all. She had turned and gave me some love like she never done before, I could just feel how much she really loved me. The love I have for her is beyond any words. Matsi was here w/us when she past, this has been the worst thing I ever been threw, I only wish I could have fixed her. But w/Matsi being 12 yrs old there was no turning back. I do have her back at home w/me now. She was cremated , I had to bring her back home. Matsi still lets me know she is still around, I feel her love w/everything I do.
I had alot of help from one sweet lady on this site Hazels Run Pack. She had helped me get threw this before and after, I know Matsi is grateful and I sure am. I owe her a big thank you.
Cancer is a horrible Disease and in Matsi's passing I have promised Matsi I would spread the word about Canine Cancer..
I miss Matsi w/all my being and we are taking it day by day. I love her so very much and always will but I know one day we will be back together. I have one word to say to my baby Matsi ** TECHILIA ** I love you.
:pray:
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July 29,2011
Nasal Neoplasia is a horrible disease. There isnt no curing this one.
I first met my Sweet Baby Matsi when she was 6 wks old . She was brought into the Humane Soc and was on dealth row. I wasnt letting that happen
Matsi was Red Wolf / Chow. She is just the greatest mix I have ever seen. Matsi was so full of life , funny clumsy and full of smiles.
Matsi loved to visit the Elderly , kids and all animals. I taught her that all animals were her friends, she was always making new friends even w/the wildlife too. Matsi taught me how to love and to be happy. She had been threw so much w/me but always had a smile and a hug and kiss for me no matter what. Matsi was my first dog, but she wasnt a dog to me, Matsi was a woman, girl friend , best friend. She was human like it was unreal. I always talked to her just like I would anyone else. She understood what I was saying too. I always made sure she had the best of everything , she loved to go shopping at Petsmart and she would pick out what ever she wanted by knocking it off the shelf and that is what she would get. Matsi wasnt a fan of dog food so from day one, I would cook for her when I made dinner. She would also have her friends over , they would have slumber parties and her birthday parties she would have a steak dinner w/ a cake of her own, w/party hats ect. Just like we would do w/our kids. The one thing about my girl that stays in my mind is when I would be in the kitchen cooking she would peek around and above the coffee table to get a peek of what I was up too. If I went shopping w/out her ,she knew she was getting a suprise when I got home and she would smile from ear to ear and search threw each bag until she found it. Matsi was so gentle and respectful w/ everything she done. When I became handicap she was a doll w/my equipment as if she was trained for it. She started to pick up on my clumsyness too, it was nothing for her to walk into the wall or door frame cause she was watching me like she was going to miss something. The neighbor kids would come to the door and ask if she could come out and play. Soon as Matsi seen the kids she would look at me as if she was asking permission to go out. Matsi used to go in her flower garden w/me and she would really smell the flowers. I also taught her to help pick green beans in the garden.. Matsi would get in the bean patch and look around and look up under them looking for beans. If she didnt find anything she would just laydown. The 1 thing I miss the most is the way she would look at me when I come into the room ( a great big smile) and the way she loved her botton lip rubbed. I miss her sweet kiss and the hugs she gave. Matsi was the biggest picture hound, she loved to pose. I think I have between 200 and 300 photos of her. Not to forget she is the only dog I have ever met who had her own Camera. I just loved to watch stuff from her point of view, it was like looking threw her eyes.
I always promised her that no matter which one of us went first , that we would go back home til the other went and then we can go together. I also promised her that she would never go back into a cage, cause I saved her from the one. I have kept every promise but 1. That one is I couldnt fix her.
The only thing I want more than anything was for her to live as long as I do.
My Sweet Matsi stayed w/me until the end. I couldnt take her to the vet and put her down. Matsi was my love,soulmate and best friend and I couldnt kill her. About 2 weeks before she past she had a major nose bleed. She was out of my site about 20 minutes , I found her nexted to the bed on hers full of blood. It looked like she got stabbed but it was her nose. It took about 2 1/2 hrs to get it to stop totally, but we did and she was ok. Then the cancer went to her brain, she couldnt walk or stand , every time she ate she threw up finally she wouldnt eat or drink. I fed her baby food and put water in her mouth w/a medicine syringe. As she got weaker I gave her ,her pain pills. I didnt want her to hurt. I know in my heart she didnt hurt. Matsi was beside me threw it all. She had turned and gave me some love like she never done before, I could just feel how much she really loved me. The love I have for her is beyond any words. Matsi was here w/us when she past, this has been the worst thing I ever been threw, I only wish I could have fixed her. But w/Matsi being 12 yrs old there was no turning back. I do have her back at home w/me now. She was cremated , I had to bring her back home. Matsi still lets me know she is still around, I feel her love w/everything I do.
I had alot of help from one sweet lady on this site Hazels Run Pack. She had helped me get threw this before and after, I know Matsi is grateful and I sure am. I owe her a big thank you.
Cancer is a horrible Disease and in Matsi's passing I have promised Matsi I would spread the word about Canine Cancer..
I miss Matsi w/all my being and we are taking it day by day. I love her so very much and always will but I know one day we will be back together. I have one word to say to my baby Matsi ** TECHILIA ** I love you.
:pray:
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