jealma
May 1st, 2008, 05:13 PM
Ok, so I found out that my heart is not as bad as I thought it was. I think I"m more prone to panic attacks. To day I had the horrifiying feeling that Abby ( my 4 1/2 months Shih Tzu) had got outside unleashed. My husband had been working on the back steps, and we had the garden doors into the sun room openned. When my husband came in he asked where Abby was, ( because if Abby isn't under your feet you have to wonder where she is). I'm like "she's in the Sunroom", and he's like,, "no she's not". Well panic set in, we called and called around the house, and no Abby, ( she always comes when called) So I head outside and call and call. ( We live out of town with a bush behind us and a hwy in front of us).. No Abby... My heart is starting to feel like it's going 300 beats a second. I am thinking, don't cry ,, don't cry,, oh my goodness,, she's so little,, she's but a baby. where the frig did she go.
As I'm ready to start into the tear thing my husband calls out that he has her. The little monster had gotten up stairs. See, she always follows us up the stairs, and we have to carry her down, because she hasn't managed to do that yet. She doesn't bark very often so, when she had gone upstairs she was stuck there and didn't bother to bark when we called. WHAT THE HECK WAS SHE THINKING? No more going up stairs without me, untill she learns to get back down, cause I dont ever want to feel that scared again.
As I'm ready to start into the tear thing my husband calls out that he has her. The little monster had gotten up stairs. See, she always follows us up the stairs, and we have to carry her down, because she hasn't managed to do that yet. She doesn't bark very often so, when she had gone upstairs she was stuck there and didn't bother to bark when we called. WHAT THE HECK WAS SHE THINKING? No more going up stairs without me, untill she learns to get back down, cause I dont ever want to feel that scared again.
