Update!!!! He may very well die!( mostly a rant)

Not looking so good for little B if you ask me,
Say im over reacting, fine.... but i have a bad gut feeling.:sad:

I'M heading to bed for the night shortly, and please by all means reply if you feel you should, but dont feel obligated to do so.
I kinda came here tonight to update ( quite the rarity for me) and get some feelings out... didnt happen ... so, im off for the night, hopefully I'll be better tomorrow:fingerscr

I thank everyone for their well wishes for B, and the eventual well wishes for me as well due to my emotional break down ( its well on its way actually to be precise it has already started), all the previous words said helped a lot,

Say im attention seeking if you may, I really dont care, actually say what ever you all want, doenst make a difference on how I feel right this moment.
I dont know what I was looking for coming here, but as many of you know its hard to talk to non pet people about such things as this, I just needed to get some stuff out,


I dont know what else to say right now, but im sure things will pop in my head, could get edited.

You know what, you have every right to react this way, what he was may be very serious, and it is better to over react than to under react...
I am there for you.

Erykah, this is the internet. People can be mean on the net. :shrug: You just have to do the best you can for your little bugger. This has been such a hard time for you, with Puppy, too. Don't make it harder by worrying about what people think of you. :grouphug:

We are here for you. It is so terrifying when our babies get sick, I know I personally cried for about a week straight once with Lucy. It is frustrating, scary and awful and I wish I could do something more to help. I am so glad you have a great vet, at least you know Bailey is in responsible hands.

Still sending good vibes and hugs your way :grouphug: :goodvibes: :grouphug: .

Thanks, it means alot

erykah, we're totally here for you... you know who your peeps are, and ignore the bullies, don't waste energy on them. kay? :grouphug: hopefully a night of sleep will make tomorrow seem a better day... hugs to you and your furkids ok? :grouphug:

i hope things work out in a positive way for you......don't take any negative comments to heart.......i don't think you will get any here.....just concentrate on getting the doggie better:fingerscr

We are only human and we all do the best we can.
Don't let anyone discourage you or make you feel inadequate.
You do what you have to do and not what others tell you to.

Your not being a sympathy seeker at all, you have a genuine concern for your pet and it is going to take its toll on you, that is to be expected.

Hang in there :grouphug:

Erykah, I am so sorry for all you are going through, my heart goes out to you :grouphug: .

The anxiety and stress you've been under would take a toll on anyone.:sad:
I hope the supportive and encouraging words that have been offered by members will help in offsetting any destructive negativity that you've experienced. :goodvibes:

There is absolutely nothing wrong in expressing your feelings... and in NO way should you feel this is sympathy seeking.
We all need to be "heard' on issues weighing heavy on our minds and in our hearts at times. And we all have every right to do so.
Take care, my best wishes go out to you.:grouphug:

Shamrock thank you so much for understanding FULLY what i was saying.

Thanks to everyone for your words, they really do mean so much. However, I flipped... plain and simple, no other way to say it.

Sometimes you just feel that no one is listening or cares when indeed they do.

Erykah, I'm so sorry for the stress and worry that you are experiencing right now. There are two crossed fingers and paws over here right now praying and hoping for you and Bailey. I wish for the best outcome possible for Bailey and still have hope that things will be allright. I know this is meaningless, but please try and get some rest, you need to be strong right now. Let us members carry the burden for awhile, we are happy to help you. Good luck.

I am so sorry Erykah, I can't imagine the stress you are going through right now, I wish you and Bailey the best and hope everything is okay, and wish you strength to get through it. :grouphug: :goodvibes:

Erykah, I am so so sorry for everything you have had to deal with.:sad:
You are under so much stress right now, I would be a complete basket case as well.
If you need to rant, go ahead and do so, that is what we are all here for. And if you don't want to talk about it, don't feel obligated to do that either. Do whatever is best for you:grouphug:
In the meantime, more :goodvibes: sent for both you and B.

:grouphug: The nice thing about this site is if you don't want to hear it...don't read it:D
I actually can hear your stress and am sorry for all that your' going thru... don't feel like you have to explame or apologize. We are all animal lovers and hear you loud and clear:grouphug:

Oh my goodness ! You poor thing.:grouphug: It's stressful enough when the poor doggie sick and you want to help him and you can't make it better. And when people are unsupportive on top of that it can put your nerves on the raw edge.

When Joey was sick I got some comments like "Are you going to waste more money on him?" And "He's a nasty dog anyway." Not everyone was that way and I even had people tell me they were praying for him which was so nice.

But you can come here and rant and yell and cry and no one is going to think you're looking for attention--just some well deserved compassion.

And I truly do pray that things are better than they seem and you get a good outcome for Bailey !:pray:

Erykah you are in deep need of a :grouphug: Wish we could all come over and give you the real one, but know that in our hearts we are. Sometimes the stress is just too much to deal with alone. Those who don't understand can go ..... Anyhow, thoughts and prayers are with you and Bailey. Be strong - again. We're here for you, so you go ahead and vent, rant, cry and we'll hold your hand and cry and rant with you.

I completely understand Erykah, and I can see, everybody else here do too. :grouphug:

Erykah - my heart goes out to you and your furry friend too. I truly believe that, when people are negative to others - they have a BIG problem and they are using others to try to make themselves look better - what they say or do has nothing to do with you - only themselves and sooner or later they will realize what a fool they made of themselves! Please, please look deep into your heart and know you are a good person!

On difficult days
When you feel like giving up
Try to shed a smile and remember
That you are not alone but loved
You have friends that care for you
And wish you the best too
And when you need a hug
Or a little pick me up
Just remember we are here
With hearts full of cheer
To throw your way
On difficult days

:grouphug: erykah! In Bailey's thread I was going to say, at least he is with you and so he will get all the care and help he needs. Think of what it would have been like for him before. You don't need to explain at all, just let it out if you need to. I'm so sorry that you are getting negativity or hostility from somewhere. That's just not what sites like this are for-we're all here for the love of our pets and to do what's best for them, and to hopefully share our knowledge and experiences to help others do the same-or at the very least to provide an ear and a shoulder if we can do nothing else. :goodvibes:

I would be freaking out if I were in your situation, it must be so tough!

Just remember there's lots of us out there all sending :goodvibes: your way.

:pray: for you and Bailey.

Well I'm a little late getting here but I am so sorry for what you are going through. :grouphug: :grouphug: We all know you do everything possible for your pets and are one of the best pet moms out there. :angel:

It always feels better when you can talk to people that feel the same way you do. Everyone gets totally overwhelmed at times and it also feels better when you just sit down and have a good cry. Just remember.....we are all here for each other so let it out when you need to. :grouphug: :grouphug: :goodvibes: :goodvibes:

Hang in there, Erykah. :grouphug: rainbow's right--everyone gets overwhelmed sometimes. You just have to believe that things will get better.

You go ahead and rant if you want to--cry, swear, rip up a stuffie or two...whatever it takes. We'll be here for you. :grouphug:

(And to H*** with anyone who doesn't understand. If they don't understand, then they're not anyone you really want to know, anyway.)

Aww Erykah,scream,cry do whatever you have to do,sometimes a real breakdown will help.
Don't care what anybody says,this is about you and Bailey,you love him and fear losing him,it could not be worse than that:sad:
We ALL here understand,you are afraid,frustrated and ready to explode..I would be the same if nobody could tell me what's really wrong with any of my cats.
Something here is not fair,not to you nor little Bailey,he does not deserve this and neither do you,but I am still hoping he will be ok and have many more happy years with you:pray: :fingerscr

Thanks everyone,
Im still a total emotional wreak, and will be atleast until monday ( when I can send the info that they want via email) and then maybe answers will come sooner.

:grouphug: Good luck. And don't forget to take care of yourself too.:grouphug:

Aww Erykah,scream,cry do whatever you have to do,sometimes a real breakdown will help.


If you need to scream, I find the best place is alone in the car, but don't do it when you're in traffic :p