Shamrock
March 19th, 2006, 04:00 PM
Well, inspired by the great success of JECM, and motivated by the first day of spring... I have set tomorrow as my new quit date for giving up cigarettes. What better day than the kickoff of this season of renewal?
As I'd mentioned, I blew a 20-month quit last summer, foolishly looking for the comfort of my old "friend". I sabotaged an accomplishment I was very proud of, giving in to the deep-seated lure of the "just for now" mindset. With any addiction.. there is NEVER "just for now". It's all or nothing.
However, thats history, I'm ready to go again, and will employ all the same means that I enlisted last time. I have the patch ready to go, I am airing out my car, have lots of bottled water and sugarless gum on hand. I've rejoned my online quit group, my tracking meter will start in the morning
Stating your intentions is a BIG motivator - it helps with your resolve When no one else knows.. its so easy to just throw in the towel.
Lastly...I dont know why this helped me last time...but I mentally imagined a whole table full of cigarrettes laid out... and smoking them all.. one after another. The thought is so repellant.:sick:
What I am doing now is imagining all the cigarettes I have smoked in the last seven months..a table-full and then some.:(
It's going to be tougher this time, I dont kid myself. But spring holds the promise of new beginnings, sunshine, fresh air. And fresh air means smoke free.:fingerscr
As I'd mentioned, I blew a 20-month quit last summer, foolishly looking for the comfort of my old "friend". I sabotaged an accomplishment I was very proud of, giving in to the deep-seated lure of the "just for now" mindset. With any addiction.. there is NEVER "just for now". It's all or nothing.
However, thats history, I'm ready to go again, and will employ all the same means that I enlisted last time. I have the patch ready to go, I am airing out my car, have lots of bottled water and sugarless gum on hand. I've rejoned my online quit group, my tracking meter will start in the morning
Stating your intentions is a BIG motivator - it helps with your resolve When no one else knows.. its so easy to just throw in the towel.
Lastly...I dont know why this helped me last time...but I mentally imagined a whole table full of cigarrettes laid out... and smoking them all.. one after another. The thought is so repellant.:sick:
What I am doing now is imagining all the cigarettes I have smoked in the last seven months..a table-full and then some.:(
It's going to be tougher this time, I dont kid myself. But spring holds the promise of new beginnings, sunshine, fresh air. And fresh air means smoke free.:fingerscr
